haiZ.....i wished i didn't go to P's house today.........then i won't noe tat wat they tink of me.......feel like cryin...aaaaaa why did i go today ?!!!!! if i didn't go.........i wont feel so left out now.................it's so unfair !!!! wat did i exactly do ?! why muz they feel tat way abt me !!! and during normal time........they act as if nth happened !!!!!! why r they like tat ?!!!!! i wana erase everything tat happened at P's house today !!! then i wont feel so miserable !!!!! i thot....... i thot tat everything was goin well for me at secondary skool .......... better than primary skool....wif sho few fwens.........and tis year till today afternoon i felt so happy......tat i got so many good fwens........but.........i was wrong........it turned out tat they were acting ........ why did i have to discover this ?!! hypocrites.....! i feel like crying...i dont noe why...............it is like i was so happy tis year.....and suddenly.............everything was crashed into pieces........why why why ??!!! why did tat conflict happen?! if it did not happen...........everything would be fine now.........unfair !!!!! issit bcuz of her..................tat is very very very unfair..........juz bcuz she did sumting.............u condemned her.........until now.......and now...........juz bcuz im always wif her........u all condemned me too...even though u didnt show it out.....but.....i still discovered it........u all r hypocrirtes !!!!!!! but............wat can i do.........pretend nth had happened?? maybe i should........otherwise......a little bit of fwen oso don have le.......haiz......k ba...haiz.....feel sho sad.........don wan write le......later cry...haiZ.... ='(
